Today I was really lazy, but I feel that everyone has those days. I think im just ready for spring break! I’m really happy in my relationship right now, I wish that we could spend more time together but I guess there are sometimes that I truly do love my personal time so I will just continue to think that it’ll happen when it happens. I really hope that he loves my gift for him. I truly appreciate him in every way. So much. I am truly blessed.

thin-in-a-healthy-way:

1. High Knees
2. Mountain Climbers
3. Squat Jump Turns
4. Skipping
5. Bicycle Crunches
6. Alternating leg-and-arm extensions
7. Plank Row (part of one)
8. Squat & Press
9. Alternating Jumping Lunges

Oh the Nike girls. Sigh. So inspirational!

I pray that I can give someone that is so special to me some amazing incite to what I see in my Lord, why I believe and that we could connect so much more than we already do…I guess all I can really do is just lead by example and be the Christian I am. Be good to people and just praise His name. All I can do is pray….

Never ask for help in time of weakness when dealing with money and family. I have supported myself for 7 years and counting and have never asked for money from my parents, I thought that financial aid wasn’t going to go through in time so yes…I asked if they could pay for it on their card and when I got the check in the mail, I would write them a check.

»they were the one the other night saying that they can see that I’m stressed with school and work and that to not worry about paying them back immediately because they had already paid it off so it wasn’t a problem. NOT TO FORGET THE MONEY just delay the money. With the remainder I was going to pay off my credit care, my last one…I’ve been working my ass off in trying to get debt free for 2 years and out of nowhere it comes to a halt because now they need the money now instead? Why say something and then take it back. Communication is key. Why is mom going from one room to the next and trying to resolve this. Why can’t he ask me? I could have gone in there but I didn’t want to create an issue. I guess at the end of the day it’s purely business with them. No Love. Don’t offer to help if you’re just going to end up pulling the rug from under me in 5 minutes.  I will bring this up tomorrow and state that this is from now on professional business I will pay them off and then get the hell out of dodge. I have learned my lesson with not using credit cards and now I have learned to never move back in with the parents nor borrow money for commercial length of time, they’ll only keep hunting you down for every penny…what is the definition of family if they’re not willing to help a little. Tough love is the understatement of the year 

I don’t understand guys. One minute they say, “Baby, I miss you so much!” then the other is “oh…I’m getting with the guys!” Really? So in our relationship of 5 months you’re saying that that is too much time with me? I’m not even calling you all the time because I have homework and so much responsibility with school. I don’t ever ask of much…all I want is my boyfriend who is suppose to be my best friend and someone that wants to be with me and see me as much as they can. When he said, “I don’t want them to bitch at me..” that just was the wrong thing to say because know I just don’t feel wanted AT ALL. How should I address this because me sending the text that I did was a little over the top but I had to get it out and I was upset. I had a right to be.